| Your Gender: |
woman
man |
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| Age: |
years |
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| Your handedness: |
ever right-handed
switched to right-handed |
left-handed |
ambidextrous |
Years of basic schooling:
(without apprenticeship, university etc.) |
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Apprenticeship as:
University degree in: |
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Currently employed as:
Any comments? |
unemployed
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| Age of your mother at your birth: |
years |
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| What nationalities are there in your ancestry? |
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| Marital status: |
widowed |
| number of children: |
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| Sexual orientation: |
heterosexual |
homosexual |
other:
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| Body part(s), you would like to have amputated/rendered dysfunctional: |
left arm |
right arm |
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left leg |
right leg |
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other:
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Please provide more details (desired length of stump, special sensations in non-desired limbs, etc):
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| If spinal cord dissection desired, at which height? |
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| Any other disability desired: |
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| Since when have you been living with a desire for amputation/paraplegia? |
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| Was there any eliciting event? |
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| How would you describe the “differentness” of the body part you wish to have amputated? (if possible, in comparison to the corresponding member on the other side of the body, or to a part you would not like to have amputated) |
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| What fits best the body part you would like to have amputated: |
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| Was there ever any change with respect to the non-desired body part(s)? |
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| Have you ever made an attempt to amputate/have amputated the non-desired body part? |
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| How large would you estimate the chance that you will have reached your goal of a successful amputation within the next 5 years? |
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| Suppose you already have had your desired amputation. How large would you estimate the chance that you developed a new desire to have another body part removed? |
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How large would you estimate the chance that your desire of amputation will have been permanently removed within the next 5 years?
(without realization of the amputation itself) |
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| How often do you remember your dreams? |
Approximately:
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| Have you ever dreamt yourself amputated (paralyzed/disabled) ? |
no yes,
once or twice
ca. 5 times
ca 10 times
more frequently, ca.
times |
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I would be happy to read a brief description of such a dream! |
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Have you considered the possibility that the presence of phantom sensations, should you succeed in getting the amputation/paraplegia, could prevent the fulfillment of your desire? |
Yes. I came to the conclusion that ...
No. Now that I am asked, I think that ...
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| If you had reached the goal of the desired amputation, would you consider wearing a prosthesis? |
yes
no
any comment?:
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| Suppose you had the choice between two highly reliable specialists, A and B. A could perform the amputation/operation you desire without any adverse side-effects. B could take away your desire for amputation permanently, leaving everything else as is. Whom would you select? |
A
B
any comment?:
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| Was this your first contribution to a scientific study / survey on BIID (amputation desire)? |
yes
no, I have participated...
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| Do you have any further comments ? |
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Would you participate in an in-depth investigation of BIID?
(multiple selections possible)
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Finally, I would like you to rate the statements below. Please tick the mark according to how well an item describes your current personal feelings. Watch out for the negative formulations and do respond to all 12 questions, please. If your desire does not target an amputation (but a spinal cord injury, or any other disability), please imagine the term "amputation" ("amputated" etc.) exchanged by the appropriate expression. You may add comments to single items at the end of the list.
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| (1) My desire for amputation is so strong that it determines my life |
strongly agree
strongly disagree |
| (2) I have never played with the thought to amputate myself / to provoke an accident |
strongly agree
strongly disagree |
| (3) If I could choose between a sexual partner with an amputation and one without (everything else equal), I would go for the one without amputation |
strongly agree
strongly disagree |
| (4) I am far from moving and behaving as if I were amputated |
strongly agree
strongly disagree |
| (5) Despite the fact that I would have a body part removed, I would feel more "complete" after the desired amputation |
strongly agree
strongly disagree |
| (6) If I were amputated, I would experience my body as more erotic |
strongly agree
strongly disagree |
| (7) Instruments commonly used by amputees (prostheses, crutches, calipers, wheelchairs) do not fascinate me in any way |
strongly agree
strongly disagree |
| (8) I sometimes pretend (for myself or for others) to be amputated |
strongly agree
strongly disagree |
| (9) The theme of amputation plays an important role in my erotic fantasies |
strongly agree
strongly disagree |
| (10) However present, my desire for amputation is probably rather playful, i.e. a not-so-serious fantasy |
strongly agree
strongly disagree |
| (11) If I succeeded to make people around me believe that I am already amputated, it could reduce my desire for actual amputation |
strongly agree
strongly disagree |
| (12) For myself, the desire for amputation does not have any erotic or sexual connotation |
strongly agree
strongly disagree |
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